PRETEND

"PRETEND" when you say 'i don't love you' you don't see the pain you leave but you always come running back and i can finally breathe i hate how you can do this but your attention keeps me alive i know that your just using me but without you, how could i survive? you're killing me with absence but you don't care much at all your ignorance pushes me down but ill enjoy the fall i know im all for show but im addicted to this pain like im locked in an asylum and your my pills to keep me sane i know you dont love me but for now ill just pretend that im not so fragile and i don't need a mend